—Mixing Poems—

June 4th, 2007 by boulsye

gak ada kerjaan malam2 sms-an puisi ama temen2 gw,jadilah puisi2 dibawah ini, dengan mata yang udah 5 watt,nyawa separuh ada di dunia mimpi,ini puisi2 kami,which one is me?? make a guess..!!!

–OmPe-

kadang terlintas biar pergiku dari rengkuhmu,tapi kenapa nyali rebah diresah,entah…engkaukah sahaja pamungkas yang diutus demi samar runtah selaksa silam?

–UsRo-

rengkuhannya tlah buatmu rebah dalam penantian panjang, tlah buatmu bersimbah derai air mata. Terkadang kau punya nyala api tapi dia adalah apinya,kau punya cahaya tapi dia lebih bercahaya, kau begitu tinggi tapi dia adalah angkasanya, nyala apimu goyah ditiup angin tapi apinya tetap menyala, kau adalah biru tapi dia terus terbang di langit biru..
kadang engkau memadamkan nyala apimu,kadang engkau berpura2 tak punya cahaya,tapi apinya terus menyala, membakar jiwa dan ragamu. Dia tak pernah berhenti merengkuhmu kedalam hangatnya sebuah rengkuhan…

–Prawita-

kulihat engkau menjauh..sembari sayu tersaji tiada kau pungkiri dihadapku..manis senyum sungging tatap kosong kau ingkari..kaukah itu yang kutahu..

–OmPe-

wahai cahaya kenapa harus perkasa di terik surya,beranjaklah ke
dalam kelam dan gulita agar kau tahu betapa selarik suaramu adalah
dahaga gelap,walau samar tapi tak hilang

–UsRo-

aku adalah cahaya yang datang dari laut kelam,artio namaku adalah cahaya,tapi kadang aku merasa aku bukanlah cahaya itu. Cahayaku hinggap di sisi dunia yang beku dan tak tersentuh oleh keajaiban cahaya. Cahayaku redup dan berdiri pada satu titik kehidupan

–OmPe-

pada yang semakin gelap,pada yang semakin beku,disanalah sekecil apapun cahayamu akan memiliki nama,jangan pernah nyalakan dianmu dikala terang sebab cuma kesia2an

–Prawita-

seredup apapun cahaya itu..menerangi entah itu dunia kecil atau lautan luas tiada guna seandainya kau simpan rapat dibalik tembok melingkar..

–UsRo-
apa artinya sebuah gelap jikalau cahaya tak mampu menyapanya? cahayaku berjalan dalam gelap,menyentil dunia yang beku,dunia yang tetap berselimutkan es,tapi tetap tak mampu tuk beri kehangatan. Cahayaku hanyalah sebuah cahaya kecil yang polos dan tak berarti..

–Prawita-
cahaya itu adalah kamu, yang datang tiada kau sambut tiada pula ia pergi,terkulai redup sayup basah air mata yang setia menunggu pintumu yang tiada kau buka..dan malaikat datang menghibur mengajak beranjak..namun ikhlas terujar menunggu hingga ujung tombak menyambut

PrEciOuS

May 20th, 2007 by boulsye

I don’t like to be more precious becoz’ of something that i’ve done
i dont like to be more precious becoz’ of something that i’ve given
i don’t like to be more precious becoz’ of your great expectation

i want to be more precious with my bad and good habit
i want to be more precious in my sadness and happiness
i want to be more precious when the star is shinning brightly
i want to be more precious when the darkness came
i want to be more precious when i’m rich or when i’m poor

And i can not sell myself to be more precious
i can not sell my soul to be more precious
myself and soul can’t be seperated
me,myself,just me….

I’LL KEEP TRYIN

April 18th, 2007 by boulsye

Americasleastwanted

written by Ugly Kid Joe and Alan Reed

       

If I had
          the time and lotsa money
          Then I’d take you ’round the world
          ‘N’ if I had a dime for every penny
          Then I’d buy you diamonds girl
          You don’t even know how much I love you
          And how much I wanna be
          Your knight in shinin’ armor, yeah, baby
          That’s good enough for me
          And I’ll keep tryin’
          Yeah I’ll keep tryin’, to make you mine, mine all mine
          I hope you’re buyin’, I hope you’re buyin’
          All of my lines
          Now if I was the kind and had a castle
          Then you’d surely be my queen
          we would live up in the tallest tower
          And we reraly would be seen
          You don’t even know how much I need you
          And how much you mean to me
          I’m a dog without a bone hear me cryin’
          and it’s time for you to see that
          And I’ll keep tryin’
          Yeah I’ll keep tryin’, to make you mine, mine all mine
          I hope you’re buyin’, I hope you’re buyin’
          All of my lines

HaPpy B’daY fOR my BroTheR

April 12th, 2007 by boulsye

Birthday5

As kids, we lived together,
We fought, we laughed, we cried.
We did not always show the love,
that we both had inside.

We shared our dreams and plans,
and some secrets too.
All the memories we share,
Is what bonds me now to you.

We grew to find we have a love,
that is very strong today.
It’s a love shared by our family,
that will never fade away.

You are my brother not by choice,
but by the nature of our birth.
I could not have chosen a better one,
you are the best on earth.

YOHANES KONSTANTINOPEL NULA LILIWERI,
that’s his name,26 years ago he was born and today in April 13rd 2007 he celebrates his b’day.Thx a lot God for giving me the best bro in the world.
Be Happy today and i’m spo proud of you,kapan gw bisa dewasa kaya elo yah,mudah2an kuliah S2 nya cepet selesai and be a good man. God Bless you forever bro. LOVE YOU SO. :)

19 Maret 2007

March 20th, 2007 by boulsye

What’s the matter with me??? Wanna take a laugh,wanna cry,it’s hard to explain by words !!! I’ve made a decision,it’s hard for me, SO HARD !!! What’s the matter with me yesterday?? Is it from the heart??? Oh God, am i wrong??? I’ll try to change everything, wish that everything is goin’ to be alright…
It’s fake enough to say, that i’m better off without you !!!.
Oh God, i couldn’t sleep tide last nite, i was so happy and sad too..
He said that he would help me to get tru’ my sadness moment.
He always here for me in my sadness and happiness,i tried to ignore it!!
But being close to him, makes me feel comfort !!! Thx God for sending him this year to me.
I’ll try to take this path,wish this could be the best !!! I wish…. It’s hard for me
But God,I really like him so much……Oh God…
Just one word :

””””DAMN, I’M NOT JOMBLO ANYMORE,LONELY NO MORE !!!""""""""


—tanpa judul—

March 11th, 2007 by boulsye

Leaves_mc

dia pergi sendiri ke ujung jalan
tak pernah menoleh…walau angin memanggil di tengah jalan,
sehelai daun kuning jatuh diatas kepalanya…duduk diantara rambut2
Ia terus pergi…melangkah dengan daun
sekali lagi angin datang..meniup…
melempar daun dari kepalanya
lalu…diujung jalan dia berhenti
sendiri…tanpa daun di kepala
Ia kini sendiri
angin tak mau bertiup
pohon2 diam
bumi lari…hanya bisu yang datang
Ia pulang… mencari daun kuning
angin bergerak..daun2 tua jatuh ke jalan
daun kuningnya tertindih
Ia menyesal..tak ada yang jatuh di kepala
Ia pulang dengan kebencian
sementara…daun2 kuning menari diatas tanah
Angin terus menyanyi
Di tepi jalan ia menangis
tak ada yang datang
walau hanya untuk senyuman…

RHCP

March 8th, 2007 by boulsye
Interpret:
  Red Hot Chili Peppers

 

My shadow side, so
  amplified,
  Keeps coming back dissatisfied
  Elementary sun but it’s so warm
  My love affair with everywhere
  Was innocent why do you care
  Someone stop the car, time to go
 
  You’re the best I know
 
  My sunny side is up and died
  I’m betting that when we collide
  The universe will shift into a low
 

  The travesties that we have seen
  Are treating me like benzedrine
  Automatic laughter from a pro
 
  My what a good day for a walk outside
  I like to get to know you little better baby
  God knows that I really tried
 
  My what a good day for a takeout bride
  I’d like to say we did it for the better oh…
 
  I saw you there so unaware
  Those hummingbirds all in your hair
  Elementary sun but its so…
  The disrepair of norma Jean
  Could not compare to your routine
  Balarama beauty going toe to toe
 
  My what a good day for a let it slide
  I’d like to say we did it for the better oh…
 
  I thought about it and I brought it out
  I’m motivated by the lack of doubt
  I’m consecrated but I’m not devout
  The mother, the father, the daughter
 
  Right on the verge just one more dose
  I’m travelling from coast to coast
  My theory isn’t perfect but it’s close
  I’m almost there why should I care
  My heart is hurting when I share
  Someone open up let it show
 
  My what a good day for a walk outside
  I’d like to think we did it for the better oh…
 
  I thought about it and I brought it out
  I’m motivated by the lack of doubt
  I’m consecrated but I’m not devout
  The mother, the father, the daughter
 
  Oh
  You don’t form in the wet sand,
  You don’t form at all
  Woah you don’t form in the wet sand,
  I do
 
  Yeah
 
  You don’t form in the wet sand,
  You don’t form at all
  Woah you don’t form in the wet sand,
  I do
 
  Yeah

HaPpY B’DaY MoM

March 2nd, 2007 by boulsye

Bday4A MOTHER’S LOVE

A Mother’s love is something
that no on can explain,
It is made of deep devotion
and of sacrifice and pain,
It is endless and unselfish
and enduring come what may
For nothing can destroy it
or take that love away . . .
It is patient and forgiving
when all others are forsaking,
And it never fails or falters
even though the heart is breaking . . .
It believes beyond believing
when the world around condemns,
And it glows with all the beauty
of the rarest, brightest gems . . .
It is far beyond defining,
it defies all explanation,
And it still remains a secret
like the mysteries of creation . . .
A many splendoured miracle
man cannot understand
And another wondrous evidence
of God’s tender guiding hand.

Today is Mom’s b’day. Thx a lot God for giving me the best mommy in the world.
Happy b’day my lovely mom, i really love you so much, today i miss you so, i wish i were there on your b’day but i can’t. But i always pray for you everyday.
Be Happy Today mom, God always be with you forever ! LOVE YOU SO !!

Anthony Kiedis Quotes

February 22nd, 2007 by boulsye

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Sometimes life’s so much cooler when you just don’t know any better and all the painful lessons have not hammered your head open yet.

We did that with people like Chris Rock, Woody Harrelson, and the environmentalist Julia Butterfly Hill.

It seems like the chaos of this world is accelerating, but so is the beauty in the consciousness of more and more people.

There really was a magical vibe happening between everybody when John came back.

John being sober, myself being sober, Flea being..mostly sober, was hugely exciting and influential to our last recording.

You know I love pot, and I love beer, but I am totally sober, just because it completely stopped working for me.

I think art is inherently nonviolent and it actually occupies your mind with creation rather than destruction.

He’s the cosmic wizard of the band.

It’s strictly based on the fact that they like these songs and the colors that we’re perpetrating on this record.

But then when he left, I realized that it was harder to write songs and feel spiritually connected to art and music as a band. When he came back I felt it again, instantaneously.

In this particular place, the fact that people are so down with this record is not a result of us being flavor-of-the-moment or youth culture trend of the early ’90s.

We’re able to breathe in each other’s space at this point, and it was never really like that before, even when we were hyper best friends.

We’ve just learned how to balance ourselves a little better so that we’re happier way more of the time than not, and, you know, being happy is a radical and desirable act if you ask me.

My feeling is that what somebody like us does is much better expressed and conveyed and related to as a policy of attraction rather than promotion.

Right, it’s like creating a [TV] station from scratch. We invite people who we feel have something powerful to offer the world, either through comedy or activism or strong philosophy.

Once you start playing, the sort of chemicals and spirits that get realeased inspire you to become even more creative.

Sometimes the fickle nature of the public decides, “Oh, they’re good. Oh, they’re bad,” irregardless of what you’re up to.

In terms of having high hopes that the level of consciousness will get higher and higher, yeah.

We were definitely on the contrarian tip. The funny thing is, at the time, I was so sworn to the punk rock, I couldn’t even hear Duran Duran.

I don’t really feel superstitious. That’s just the nature of life, the whole “battles lost and won” concept. I think we’re very lucky because we love music so much and we love each other so much.

I‘ve changed so much, but I kind of miss the blustery naiveti of young Anthony. I love that guy.

It was so easy for us to write and record it, just because we were all so happy to have John back and it was flowing.

We’ll have these people hang out with us while we’re doing our touring, and talk to them and let them speak their piece to the world.

Also, we’re all actually different blood types and we have one represented by each guy in the band.

Chemistry is beautiful and important to any musical endeavor, and it’s also impossible to figure out or force it.

I would consider him definitely one of my very best friends and I know he feels the same about me. We have a lot of love and respect.

The Art of Happiness: A Handbook for Living

February 22nd, 2007 by boulsye

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“My message is the practice of compassion, love, and kindness.
Compassion can be put into practice if one recognizes the fact
that every human being is a member of humanity and
the human family regardless of differences in religion, culture, color, and creed.
Deep down there is no difference.”

“We should try never to let our happy frame of mind be disturbed.
Whether we are suffering at present or have suffered in the past,
there is no reason to be unhappy. If we can remedy it, why be unhappy?
And if we cannot, what use is there in being depressed about it?
That just adds more unhappiness and does no good at all.”

“By developing a sense of respect for others and a concern for their welfare,
we reduce our own selfishness, which is the source of all problems,
and enhance our sense of kindness which is a natural source of goodness.”

“This is my simple religion.
There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy.
Our own brain, our own heart is our temple;
the philosophy is kindness.”