Me @nD MiNe

What’s the matter with me??? Wanna take a laugh,wanna cry,it’s hard to explain by words !!! I’ve made a decision,it’s hard for me, SO HARD !!! What’s the matter with me yesterday?? Is it from the heart??? Oh God, am i wrong??? I’ll try to change everything, wish that everything is goin’ to be alright…
It’s fake enough to say, that i’m better off without you !!!.
Oh God, i couldn’t sleep tide last nite, i was so happy and sad too..
He said that he would help me to get tru’ my sadness moment.
He always here for me in my sadness and happiness,i tried to ignore it!!
But being close to him, makes me feel comfort !!! Thx God for sending him this year to me.
I’ll try to take this path,wish this could be the best !!! I wish…. It’s hard for me
But God,I really like him so much……Oh God…
Just one word :

””””DAMN, I’M NOT JOMBLO ANYMORE,LONELY NO MORE !!!""""""""

dia pergi sendiri ke ujung jalan
tak pernah menoleh…walau angin memanggil di tengah jalan,
sehelai daun kuning jatuh diatas kepalanya…duduk diantara rambut2
Ia terus pergi…melangkah dengan daun
sekali lagi angin datang..meniup…
melempar daun dari kepalanya
lalu…diujung jalan dia berhenti
sendiri…tanpa daun di kepala
Ia kini sendiri
angin tak mau bertiup
pohon2 diam
bumi lari…hanya bisu yang datang
Ia pulang… mencari daun kuning
angin bergerak..daun2 tua jatuh ke jalan
daun kuningnya tertindih
Ia menyesal..tak ada yang jatuh di kepala
Ia pulang dengan kebencian
sementara…daun2 kuning menari diatas tanah
Angin terus menyanyi
Di tepi jalan ia menangis
tak ada yang datang
walau hanya untuk senyuman…

My shadow side, so
  amplified,
  Keeps coming back dissatisfied
  Elementary sun but it’s so warm
  My love affair with everywhere
  Was innocent why do you care
  Someone stop the car, time to go
 
  You’re the best I know
 
  My sunny side is up and died
  I’m betting that when we collide
  The universe will shift into a low
 
  The travesties that we have seen
  Are treating me like benzedrine
  Automatic laughter from a pro
 
  My what a good day for a walk outside
  I like to get to know you little better baby
  God knows that I really tried
 
  My what a good day for a takeout bride
  I’d like to say we did it for the better oh…
 
  I saw you there so unaware
  Those hummingbirds all in your hair
  Elementary sun but its so…
  The disrepair of norma Jean
  Could not compare to your routine
  Balarama beauty going toe to toe
 
  My what a good day for a let it slide
  I’d like to say we did it for the better oh…
 
  I thought about it and I brought it out
  I’m motivated by the lack of doubt
  I’m consecrated but I’m not devout
  The mother, the father, the daughter
 
  Right on the verge just one more dose
  I’m travelling from coast to coast
  My theory isn’t perfect but it’s close
  I’m almost there why should I care
  My heart is hurting when I share
  Someone open up let it show
 
  My what a good day for a walk outside
  I’d like to think we did it for the better oh…
 
  I thought about it and I brought it out
  I’m motivated by the lack of doubt
  I’m consecrated but I’m not devout
  The mother, the father, the daughter
 
  Oh
  You don’t form in the wet sand,
  You don’t form at all
  Woah you don’t form in the wet sand,
  I do
 
  Yeah
 
  You don’t form in the wet sand,
  You don’t form at all
  Woah you don’t form in the wet sand,
  I do
 
  Yeah

A MOTHER’S LOVE

A Mother’s love is something
that no on can explain,
It is made of deep devotion
and of sacrifice and pain,
It is endless and unselfish
and enduring come what may
For nothing can destroy it
or take that love away . . .
It is patient and forgiving
when all others are forsaking,
And it never fails or falters
even though the heart is breaking . . .
It believes beyond believing
when the world around condemns,
And it glows with all the beauty
of the rarest, brightest gems . . .
It is far beyond defining,
it defies all explanation,
And it still remains a secret
like the mysteries of creation . . .
A many splendoured miracle
man cannot understand
And another wondrous evidence
of God’s tender guiding hand.

Today is Mom’s b’day. Thx a lot God for giving me the best mommy in the world.
Happy b’day my lovely mom, i really love you so much, today i miss you so, i wish i were there on your b’day but i can’t. But i always pray for you everyday.
Be Happy Today mom, God always be with you forever ! LOVE YOU SO !!